The Waiting Game!
Once the intention is set and impeccable actions are in motion, there is still a gap between intention and reality. What to do in the gap? How to WAIT? Castenada shares:
So, in your life, are you "wanting" or are you "creating"?A warrior takes responsibility for his acts; for the most trivial of his
acts. HE WAITS PATIENTLY, KNOWING THAT HE IS WAITING, AND KNOWING WHAT HE IS WAITING FOR. That is the warrior's way. What makes us unhappy is to want. Yet if we would learn to cut our wants to nothing, the smallest thing we'd get would be a true gift. To be poor or wanting is only a thought; and so is to hate, or to be hungry, or to be in pain. They are only thoughts for me now, I have accomplished that feat. The power to do that is all we have, mind you, to oppose the forces of our lives; without that power we are dregs, dust in the wind. It is up to us as single individuals to oppose the forces of our lives. Only a warrior can survive. A warrior knows that he is waiting and what he is waiting for; and while he waits he wants nothing and thus whatever little thing he gets is more than he can take. If he needs to eat he finds a way, because he is not hungry; if something hurts his body he finds a way to stop it, because he is not in pain. To be hungry or to be in pain means that the man has abandoned himself and is no longer a warrior; and the forces of his hunger and pain will destroy him. ...........You must act like a warrior. One
learns to act like a warrior by acting, not by talking. A warrior has only his will and his patience and with them he builds anything he wants.